Moving back to NYC has been such a great decision but I miss my peoples. I’m so use to coming home to my boys and sitting with my mom and sister talking about our days. No matter where I was working and what time I came home they waited for me.
I have been through so many jobs in the last four months. I’m not going to stay in a position that will cause me stress, pain or frustration. No one has time for that, when I use to live out here I suffered from really bad depression, if I feel or notice a slight reminder or change in my behavior I will bounced.
Chasing money will kill you, it literally almost took me out. Being delivered from it, great self care practices, strong family support and a lot of prayer, I no longer suffer from depression. I make it a priority to not fall back into it.
I will continue to take the next job that pays more and offers more benefits until I reach where I need to be.
I need to make friends! I’m not pressing that now and I’ve absolutely fell in love with being on my own and dating Jesus. Knowing no one should do life without a healthy squad, I’m doing my part and exploring to meet new people!
Driving is a whole new adventure when it comes to NY. I never adulted here even though I was born and raised here. I didn’t have “real” bills, I just worked to pay for tuition. Now I have real bills and tuition. Woah Child!
I am excited for what God has in store for me here in The Big A!
Lord, go before me and guide my footstep so that I am where I need to be, with who I need to be with, at the right time! Extend this prayer to my readers as they get closer to there hopes and dreams In Jesus Name Amen.