When God said I deserve better, I deserve better! You are either going to be better or He’ll send better.
When God gives me a mission, He is not going to place the burden of cost on me. He gives me the mission and literally my job is to know and believe the cost and anything that comes with it is already taken care of.
Let God drop the dead weight so He could make room for what He already promised you. Hold on to His word.
Jesus got you!